At the same time she discovered I flirt with two old people of my college. I played sarcasm on one of her friend asking for a night stay together. What is my position now? I begged her for one week. Now she thinks I am cheap, A flirt , A cheater.

I love her for real. I did beg her initially. If I take up this program will it help me? Should I now clear all the misconceptions she has in her head? After no contact rule(2months planned) Will she think back I am a cheat and flirt?